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ah, man, I've missed my little ibook-- chris got it working again just last night and then was off to work super-early this morning, so here I lie, having my old type-in-bed time once more. an indeterminate brain is confronted by the opportunity...
honestly, I've felt a bit adrift without the tether of words composed here-- facebook brings something else entirely-- reconnections, semi-connections, a superficial sort of webbing, but webbing nonetheless-- it's brought me back into some form of contact with more than one lost friend, for which I'm enormously grateful-- but the writing medium is altogether different, requiring by custom if not strict technical limitiation (as twitter) a tendency of hyper-abbreviation. this tenor is most surely the coin of the realm more generally, but as an expressive form it does little for real mulling through-- my milieu. yes, I know, it isn't as if vox (or for that matter wordpress, blogger or, heck, my trusty paper journal) has gone away, only myself that has elected to neglect the form-- the medium itself remains available throughout my various distractions.
and to what do these distractions amount? little coherent cumulatively, I fear. there's me, always inclining to weigh and measure. recently here and there been torturing myself for no good reason with google searches for people I no longer need any connection with-- wretched, idle hands. I know better. well, at least the killing curiosity is soon exhausted with lack of any relevance, but it's a waste of energy. and other wastes as well-- time and self spent merely watching video, tuning out, dialling down the day. then there's been some good reading (margaret atwood-- and attending her gorgeous many-voiced book launch event downtown on friday). a weekend full of sleep, fighting off one of the many seasonal bugs flying around. glorious golden autumn days. car repairs etcetera.
adrift. diffuse. in need of locating a likely thread to stitch it all into some sense.
one thing tho: we've begun to plan weddinging for 2010-- in our own idiosyncratic way, with sites of celebration in chicago and northern michigan-- we've started sketching it out for ourselves, what's wanted, what's not wanted, how to accommodate the needs versus desires of those we love, how to make something authentic and real and delicious and right for ourselves, to relinquish any mar from the past's damaged expectations-- to begin anew, rightly and brilliantly, for ourselves.
I really suck at updating.
Anyway...
Work is stupid but really fun. It was so dead tonight that we just goofed around I loved it.
In other news, I started a burlesque class two weeks ago. It is so much fun. First class we learned the many, sexy ways of taking off gloves. Second class, it was taking off stockings. I didn't find a garter belt in time, so I just had to pretend I was doing it, but it was still fun. Jackie is a great teacher, she makes everybody feel really comfortable. This weeks class is "hiding" (in our underwear) behind parasols and fans. The people in my class seem like people I could be really good friends with. I guess you have to be pretty awesome to have the guts to do burlesque in the first place.
Why can't I stop listening to the Veronicas (aren't they for 15 year olds?) or La Roux?
If I can finish getting my tuition paid off, I'm hoping to go back to school in January. Thinking of changing my degree to drama. Still gonna take the linguistics courses though.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Super model Molly & the Haight
I had allot say on this shoot and then I had allot of nothing to say..
Took inspiration from a few old school paints, some French
documentaries , Childhood, youth, death, and coming of age..and Maria
Callas, sempre Libra ( for the black and white hair toss)
Thanks to the lovely Molly @ Ford
. Great day to shoot and great people, this is the reason I love San
Francisco, who would have though such a beautiful location would be
smack in the middle of the Haight.. the smell of pot was in the air and
spirits were high.. the Highlight of my day, a passerby saw us shooting
and blurted out : " that's some awesome white trash" haha you'll see
why.And Special thanks to Oliver and his owner Linda who saved the day!
can't wait for part two with the deer hounds!
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...I would buy everything in this store. I look at their website and salivate. I walk into their store and get weak at the knees. If I found some genie, my third wish would be to get a hundred-thousand dollar giftcard to this store, right after world peace and the elimination of hunger.
Seriously....this quilt? These shirts? This skirt?? To die for.
The thing about living in this city is that it doesn’t matter how vast it is, how many people it consumes, the speed it works in — it never seems to let me forget how many times I’ve loved and hurt and been broken, or where these things happened. It doesn’t matter how many new places, nooks, corners, high rises I discover, it doesn’t matter how many someones you surround yourself with — seeing that one flower shop, sitting in that park, watching that fountain flow, passing that church tower, running around like kids in the biggest known toy store in the city will never erase the memories you spent with the one you thought you’d spend something like forever with. And even if these places disappear, fall down, crash, or are rebuilt — you come to realize that the memories don’t go that easily, and they will stay, for however long they can, in the deepest corner of your heart, because at one time they meant the world and sometimes you’ll miss it, want to relive it, but someday somebody will change your mind and in time, the city will look anew again, ready for more adventures in love.
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